Here goes.
SHARD #3
12/18/2013
All through the day, Casper had trouble
focusing on his lessons. His thoughts kept wandering; to the jogging man he saw
that morning, to the atmosphere of the city from his dreams. It was as though
the full night of standard dreaming had messed with his head in some way. Even
when he managed to pay attention for a short stretch of time, there was a
churning in his gut that spoke of anxiety or nerves. It was annoying and
frankly uncalled for, considering he was not actually worrying about anything.
It wasn’t as if he was concerned about the fact that his friend had apparently
not fallen asleep until very late at night, if at all. And she hadn’t even told
him about anything that might’ve been happening that would entail her staying
up late with friends or something.
Okay so maybe I’m a
little uneasy. He
grimaced, wishing the day would just hurry and pass already so he could talk to
Callie and stop worrying. Trying to avert his mind from the topic, he
remembered the first time she’d told him her actual name. She hadn’t wanted to,
but his pestering had finally worn her resolve. It was her own fault really,
for being so obviously secretive about it. Nothing like steadfast avoidance to
pique curiosity. Thinking of the moment, he remembered the way her face had
burned hot with embarrassment. He’d thought it was so strange a thing to be worried
about, and told her as much. She’d looked torn between annoyance and
gratefulness. Later he’d understood, imagining what it would be like to have a
name people would tease you about, even though he’d never thought ‘California’
was all that bad a name. A little unusual, sure. Either way, Callie would never
let him refer to her by her full name.
The momentary distraction sadly did nothing to
actually alleviate the worry creeping in his stomach. Casper spent the rest of
the day trying in vain to quell the uneasy feeling, barely noticing when his
last class was over and it was time to go home.
***
When it was finally late enough for Cass to
head to bed, he did so with relief. He’d been jittery during dinner, gaining
him weird looks from his parents. Thankfully they were the type of people who’d
rather wait for him to come forward with any problems on his own, only
interfering when they judged it’d been going on long enough to start worrying. Even
with his nerves fluttering, he was drowsy enough that he fell asleep almost
immediately. He had the dim thought that he’d forgotten to set his alarm clock,
before he closed his eyes…
And opened them in a now recognizable
environment. It was remarkable how quickly one could get used to unusual
circumstances. It’s probably because it’s
a dream. I don’t know that blue grass and trees with purple leaves would be
quite as easy to accept while awake. Either way, it was of little import.
Looking around, he determined that while it was
probably the same place, what with the discoloration of everything, it wasn’t
any of the areas he’d passed through while exploring the night before. He
appeared to be in a kind of forest. A short way ahead, Casper could see a glade
of some sort, where a small brook could be heard, gurgling. Coming closer, it
became clear that the water was a soft, rosy pink. He was not surprised. So
far, most of the colors he’d encountered in this strange world were soft,
muted; calming shades of color. He doubted there was any purpose to it, but it
was pretty nice all the same. It was while he was trying to gauge the distance
to the glade that Cass noticed with a start exactly where his eyes seemed to be
in relation to the ground. It was remarkably unusual for him to have actual
dreams in which he was himself. In
actual fact, it probably hadn’t happened more than twice in the last ten years.
Not that he was keeping count.
Setting off towards the break in the trees,
Casper decided he would try and figure out if there were any landmarks in
immediate reach that would tell of his whereabouts in a bit more detail. What
he found was better than he could’ve hoped. Off in the distance, he could
clearly make out the spires and rooftops of the city he’d found the other
night. He was debating whether to bother heading out in that direction when he
was overwhelmed by a furious itch that spread along his limbs. He collapsed,
completely disoriented all of a sudden. When he regained his senses, he was a
quite a bit shorter and a good deal furrier. It appeared he was going to be
feline anyway, then.
Well, no use hissing
about it, he
thought with surprisingly good humor, and started moving forward. Heading
towards the city seemed as good a plan as any, he reckoned.
***
A couple of miles and what would probably
amount to several hours into his journey – but really, there was no use trying
to gauge the time passed in a place with such an atmosphere – Cass appeared to
have arrived at the edge of the forest, although the plains ahead of him were
still covered with a smattering of trees. It struck him that he had yet to
discover any source for the light which hung over the place, like a soft
blanket, covering the world with its glow. There was no sun to speak of, and no
artificial light – there couldn’t be, the sky was as vast and fathomless as the
atmosphere of the Earth – yet the trees around him bore shadows. Although the
light didn’t appear to vary in intensity, the direction and length of the
shadows seemed to indicate it originated from a place right above the city that
rose up in the middle of the plains.
Looking off in the distance, Casper realized
with a jolt there were figures moving on the plains, not far from where he was
standing under the shelter of one of the trees. They looked human, one male,
one female. In their own way, they were just as strangely colored as the
scenery; the man had a shock of blue hair, slightly curly, which offset his
tanned skin. The girl was all hues of gray, ashen in a way that looked
unnatural but not, from this distance, unattractive. They did not notice the
cat perched between the trees, making their way quickly to the edge of the
forest, never coming close enough for Cass to make out any details. It wasn’t
until they’d disappeared behind the tree line that he realized there had been
something off about their shadows. Instead of being somewhat even in darkness,
the way shadows are, the darkness cast by the two figures had had a penumbral
quality, being light and slightly pellucid, and danced like light cast through
water.
It's about time that not only did you blog, but you wrote something. Though I think it's not been too long, I just missed the last one.
ReplyDeleteDid you read back? Because it's kind of a running story ;).
DeleteAnd yeah, it's been a while, but I've been unusually productive in writing lately.
Oh boy, time to analyze the crap out of this!
ReplyDeleteThe little part there where you describe how Callie handles her name tells us a lot about the character. Cool.
Also, Bean, random question. Do you have a think for catboys? ;3
"Cass appeared to have arrived", was that intentional? "appeared"? I may just be obsessing over every little thing that strikes me as cool here, but damn, that's a pretty fly choice of words, what with it being a dream-y environment and very little being certain (or normal enough to know anything about, really). G'job.
...and you finished it off by making me feel dumb, had to look up two words in quick succession there.
Overall, great job as always. Still impressed with your writing, yadda yadda, you know what I think ;D
Disregarding my love for Tsukiyomi Ikuto, I don't actually have a thing for catboys. I just wanted him shifting and a cat suited the purposes. Besides, I like cats. :).
DeleteYeah, the 'appeared's were intentional in the sense that Cass has no real way of knowing for sure, is basically going on observation alone.
As for the two words (I'm guessing at which they were here), the 'penumbral' was all mine (the penumbra is the lighter part of a shadow), while pellucid came to me via a thesaurus when I was looking for the right word to use.
Also thankies :D:D.
ALSO THIS!
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